So, I'm having surgury tomorrow at noon. This procedure has really been a long time coming as I have been having issues for years.
Truthfully, I'm scared. I don't know what my problem is; it's not like I havent had surgury before. I think the day I started having kids, I became a total scaredy cat! I cant stand heights anymore, in fact I have nightmares about my kids falling off of tall buildings. I don't like any water where I can't see down to the bottom and if my kids get within 5 feet of that water, I'm spazzing out! So, I guess with the surgury, I'm afraid something will go wrong and I wont be able to be here for my kids. It's a very routine surgury, but they of course gave me that whole rant about how "things can happen" and how theres a small chance but they have to tell you. *rolling eyes* Well, I wish there was some kind of waiver I could sign to skip that speech. I, Jessica, give my permission to skip the whole speech from the doctor about how I could die. I think that would be HIGHLY affective in keeping my blood pressure down ahead of time, don't you?
Oh well, I report at 10am tomorrow morning. Going to make sure I add a few extra prayers in the morning. Is that bad that I pray more when I'm in trouble, or is that normal?
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Glad to see you made it through ok. I tried to call but you were sleeping. Sorry. No snow here last night :( the boys are dissapointed.
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